Love Needs A Miracle
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: kdrama


This is my new obsession...Love Needs A Miracle. Such a cute couple. Look at the picture closely. Those pic to the side are just absolutely adorable. :)

3 to choose but one to love...coming back home
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: koda kumi - 1000 words
Topic: Dreams/Imagination
the other day i had this dream of two couples in love but are forbidden to fall for eachother.
*in all of my story i name the female lead, rayena. the male lead, kyren*






*the following is a synopsis of the story*
the story involves three brothers who have fallen for their adopted sister. she's not officially a sister of theirs but were taken in by the family when her parents passed away. as the four grew up with eachother, rayena grew fond of the eldest son, kyren. they became supportive of eachother through their growing years. but, kyren left the family for 7 years to pursue his career. all those times, he hasn't kept in close contacts with his family. after 7 long years, he decided he had enough of chasing his dreams and living alone. he wants to come back home and be with his family. not realizing that 7 years was enough for people to grow apart, he tried to connect with his family like before. to his realization, everyone of them have grown on their own and have paved their own way in life. but, one thing was still the same, his feelings for rayena. he has kept it bottled for all those years.





one of the first thing that kyren talked bout with his parents was asking for the hands of rayena. his parents refused the idea. they said she doesn't have the same feelings as he does. hearing that, kyren dismissed the idea of pursuing rayena. at the same time, he was disappointed to hear it. he thought they had a connection. he thought there was the unseen forces and chemistry between them. after meeting her and witnessing her actions, he was convinced. she wasn't the same person 7 years ago that he knew about. that was the beginning of his coldness towards her.


rayena, who wasn't priviledge like the other kids out there who had parents to raise her. the ppl that brought her up were adequate but she was always afraid to ask, to ask for enough to excell herself. growing up, it was kyren who has given her the support that she needed. they grew up understanding and loving eachother. they never told eachother but she knew the love was there. him coming home made her happy. just to see his face, that was all she needed. when he left, she was doubtful that he'll come back again but there was one small hope up in the sky that she kept looking at each night, that special star. he beams brightly as he came home moving towards the star that she deemed hers. but, that night he came home, the light of a sudden didn't have the same glow. it was closed to hers but not the same intensity of light. she was glad that it was near hers. :)


--kyren first meeting with rayena after 7 years--

things were obviously different. rayena has grown into a beautiful woman. kyren, now, a matured more physically than spiritually.

rayena's first instinct was to jump into his arm's but something held back like welcoming a soldier from a long hard battle. instead, she stood there as all the others were holding his hands and hugging. she wanted to get a good look at how much he has changed. she wanted to observed his behavior. has it changed? he has definitely changed. as everyone else were done with their warm exchanges, kyren stood there and turned towards rayena, like only two ppl left on earth. they're reaction towards eachother are distance. has the sea separated these two close ppl? she let out a gentle smile, sincere but not warm enough yet not cold. somehow, the sincere remote smile was enough to know he was home. there was no touching.



...to be continue.

Topic: wishing thoughts
anew begins. as the day begins, the sun rises slowly. time will only tell.

Topic: wishing thoughts
like the wind, it blows in its course. wisp away!

life as is...
Mood:  blue
Topic: random thoughts
i'm tired of life :( at times, i wanna give up everything. i wanna say to myself there isn't anything in this world for but the warrior inside of me tells me there is hope out there. as long as there is hope alive, i'll continue to fight and battle the struggle. tough as it may, i'll continue to look up.

it hits u
Mood:  down
Topic: wishing thoughts
just like every girl out there, i'm no different...longing for that certain day to come. looking out at the stars and sky for the day. driving through life without any stop. one day realizing that the day has passed by you just like. it hits you when u realized u have nothing to hold on to.

Miscommunication
Topic: wishing thoughts
Once upon a time, a girl who was lost with her thoughts. Oblivious of her own desires and feelings. She couldn't trust her own emotions. Everything has to be controlled. Fearing of the unexpected and the unknown, she couldn't let herself go. ]

It only made sense for her to be weary of ppl's intention. Are they really being serious or just kidding around?

khmer mv
Mood:  blue
Topic: khmer music

Lancome: Tresor
Topic: scent

i generally not a fan of lancome's scents but this one i actually like. it has such a sophiscated smell to it. ideal for both everday wear and event settings. :D


--scent notes---
Romantic. Sensual. Emotional. The elegance of rose, muguet and lilac. The sparkle of apricot blossom. A glorious golden coral, so every drop opens like petals on the skin.


Experience Tr?sor in this enduring yet translucent fragrance form; second to parfum in intensity.

Lancome: Miracle
Topic: scent

with the pinkish color, u immediately know what the scent would be like...very light feminine flowery feel. the scent is too light for my taste and there isn't nuff of that perfume feel for me. it's ideal for everday wear but gets old fast.


---scent notes---
Modern. Sophisticated. Light-filled. Serene. The zest of brilliant freesia, peppered with ginger. The splendor of magnolias, serenely balanced by warm, amber notes.


MIRACLE Eau de Parfum is second in to the perfume in fragrance intensity and ideal for all-day use.

Lacoste: Touch of Pink
Topic: scent

perfect scent for everday wear. it's sweeter and girlish than would expect from a something casual. this is slightly formal nuff that u can wear it to a formal event.


----scent notes----
Touch Of Pink
Touch of Pink triggers a delicious feeling of freedom and independence for the vivacious woman. Feminine heart notes of jasmine and violet are blended with fresh, fizzy notes of coriander leaves and blood orange, and soothed with soft sandalwood, musk, and vanilla.

A percentage of the proceeds from the sale of each 1.6 oz Eau de Toilette Spray will be donated to the Young Survivors Coalition, an organization that lends help and support to young women with Breast Cancer .

Notes:
Coriander Leaves, Blood Orange, Cardamom, Jasmine, Violet Leaves, Carrot Seed Oil, Sandalwood, Musk, Vanilla.
Style:
Whimsical. Daring. Captivating.

Givenchy: Organza
Topic: scent

Classy scent but lacks a little umph!!!!

--scent notes---
Organza
A warm-blooded floral that blends gentleness and charms with seduction and elegant sophistication. Created in 1996, the top note blooms with honeysuckle and rosewood. At the heart, gardenia, ylang-ylang, peony, and tuberose all contribute to the character of the perfume.

Notes:
Honeysuckle, Rosewood, Gardenia, Ylang-Ylang, Peony, Cedar, Vanilla.
Style:
A fragrance that radiates warmth and luxury.

Giorgio Armani: Acqua Di Gio
Topic: scent

omg, like its name acqua, this has to be the epitome of acqua beauty. it has such a soft, sweet, aromatic watery feel to it. i used to have it. I will buy it again if it weren't for all the new scents that are out.

---scent notes---
Acqua Di Gio
Acqua Di Gio is an aquatic floral fragrance mingling free-spirited tropical flowers with the effervescent aroma of sea spray. A fresh new fragrance and lifestyle concept with the coolness and transparency of a tropical paradise.

Notes:
Sweet Pea, Aquatic Notes, Jasmine, Freesia, White Hyacinth, Muscat Grape, Musk, Woods.
Style:
Fresh, casual, and free-spirited.

Topic: scent

I like this one. I used to have it. It as a stronger feminine feel but yet sophisticated...more of a scent for either weekday evening out. It's a borderline special and casual scent.

---scent notes---

Dune
Fresh, subtle, scintillating - Dune for women evokes the serenity of open spaces and memories of walks along the ocean shore.

Notes:
Peony, Broom, Amber.
Style:
A sense of serenity; a feeling as fresh as an ocean breeze.

Topic: scent

I bought this during a special gift set they had. I love it...it has such a soft light beautiful sweet scent to it. If you're a fan of soft scent, oooo, this is a must have. It makes u feel so feminine.


--scent notes---
J'adore
Radiant, sensual, sophisticated, J'adore is a fragrance that celebrates the renaissance of extreme femininity and the power of spontaneous emotion with a brilliant bouquet of orchids, the velvet touch of Damascus plum and the mellowness of Amarante wood.

Notes:
Mandarin, Champaca Flowers, Ivy, African Orchid, Rose, Violet, Damascus Plum, Amaranth Wood, Blackberry Musk.
Style:
For the confident, sensual woman who celebrates her femininity.